Dear friend squarer...

Hola! well, i would very much like to come to these events, but i'm not sure when i'm coming yet.
Actually i needed to ask you about that because me and robyn were thinking about going away somewhere, maybe portugal, but then she has never been to barcelona so we thought that it would be good if we came there? so would it be ok if we stayed with you? it will only be for about 5 or six days, at the end of july/ beggining of august? it's just that we can't really afford to stay anywhere!

It's my exhibition tonight! i'm quite excited!

Oh oh i've had a lovely couple of days. on saturday i helped hang my work in the exhibtion space, then we went o this vegetarian food festival thing in cardiff, with lots of people from my old year, and lots of people from my new year..which was fun!
Then the next day, me and my friends ivar and leon (who i used to live with), went to the beach, because it was such an amazing day, really hot and clear blue sky. We went swimming in the sea! it actually wasn't that cold! and when i drove home we all smelt of the sea and suncream and it made me nostalgic and excited for the summer. then in the evening i drove to bristol to go and see Anthony and the Johnsons, and it was amazing! it was one of the best gigs i've ever been too. it was in this theatre and was seated, and we were on the balcony. I went with this boy and he put I feel quite happy at the moment, and a lot more like me, and i'm excited for the summer, and the festivals and seeing all of my friends, and you...i'm excited about being able to be me, and do the things i am interested in, and love the things that inspire me, without feeling guilty or ashamed.
last weekend i went back to coed to see lea, and i asked him where he had been staying, and he said with the girl, but nothing had happened. i got upset, and packed my things and left, and havn't spoken to him since. I know that we are split up, but it just makes it hard because i know that i can't go back there because they will be together and i feel it's quite unfair that i have been pushed out of my home. but i guess it's for the best because it has shown me things about the way lea is and i know i dont want that now, and i feel good for being by myself.

anyway, it would be lovely to speak again soon.
keep doing inspiring things! lots of love xxx